Melty Cheese
It's Maya's birthday yesterday (May 7). I SMS-ed her, but the message wasn't delivered. I guess she has changed her number (again). Funny that her sis-in-law called me and asked me if I knew Maya's number as she wanted to wish her happy birthday, too...
I paid the internet and the electricity bills this afternoon. It's drizzling when I was about to get home. I was so hungry, so I bought myself an A&W's Deluxe Cheeseburger. It's good! A&W's burgers here taste MUCH better than McDonald's. And that's all I had for dinner tonight :) I'm not on diet. I'm just too lazy to eat anything else after. Hah! I'm really slothful!
It's good that I don't feel sad today. I transferred him some "goodbye gift". He didn't even SMS me to say thank you, and that's all good. I've said my goodbye anyway after the transfer. I now can carry on with my life again in peace, knowing that he might be happier with someone else and I might be happier living my days without waiting for someone in vain :)
Singlehood is lonely, but it's still much better than being in a relationship that dried me up emotionally every single day. I love myself, too. I'm done with crying and praying that he'd be the last one for me. Because he's not. I can never be with someone who shares his heart with someone else.
I feel lonelier today, knowing that I am again a single, but honestly I feel much happier - realizing that I need not to share a man with some other woman :) The only thing that melt today was the cheese on my burger, and not my eyes.
Yay me.
Farewell, B.
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